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The name's Cassandra M Tan Li-En
introverted but ain't an anti-social.
I believe in Christ Jesus.
you gotta know me, to know me
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Monday, December 21, 2009, 8:35 AM
what's a party without the fun?
ALOHAAAAAAAAA BUBBAAAASSS!!!!!!!!
today was plain awesomeeee:D
i shall update tmw, i swear
meanwhile...
ITS CHIONGING TIME.
i swear i have to finish my work on 23rd even if it means staying up late till like what, 4am?
i dont care.
urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
oh sally.
Sunday, December 20, 2009, 7:20 PM
What lip gloss flavor are you?Lemon
Citrus flavors are symbols for a more tomboyish personality. but even the most hardcore tomboys are girls at heart (take from the expert ppl). they are energetic and funky, very sporty and sometimes messy. lemons are sour at first, but they can be sweet when they want to. lemons are also known for a slight temper and the ability to be unintentionaly cruel sometimes
7:03 PM
Christmas isn't christmas until it happens in your heart
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
3 more days to Christmas, not including today
I CANT WAIT
YAY YAY YAY
and i promise a whole lotta photographs today/tmw!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
eeeek!
Saturday, December 19, 2009, 9:30 AM
Friday, December 18, 2009, 11:00 PM
CASS' LIST OF HOT-LOOKING HOLLYWOOD COUPLES(might be true, might not be true)
BLAKE LIVELY AND PENN BADGLEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Brad Pitt and Angelina Jolie
Zac Efron and Vanessa Hudgens
Taylor Swift and Taylor Lautner
Tom Cruise and Katie Holmes
Heidi and Seal
Ashton and Demi
Beckham and Victoria
Ahlee and Pete
Pattinson and Stewart
HUGH JACKMAN AND CASS...
oops
10:24 PM
for ytss bball team:
"Shout praise and whisper criticism." - Don Meyer
"The game isn't over till it's over." - Yogi Berra
for jiayu:
"Good, better, best. Never let it rest. Until your good is better and your better is best." - Tim Duncan
"Nothing can stop the man with the right mental attitude from achieving his goal; nothing on earth can help the man with the wrong mental attitude." - Thomas Jefferson
7:37 PM
and they sang "Christmas is coming to town!"
howdy mates.
yesterday's bbq at coach's house was AWESOME
we ate till...
yeah, i think i need to go on a diet.
absolutely no fried food or high sugar content food.
because such food are the culprits of my increasing fats.
urgh.......
anyway...IT'S A WEEK MORE TO CHRISTMAAAASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
I WANNA SCREAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
FREAKIN EXCITEDDDDDDD
SHRRIIEEEEEEEEKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
Thursday, December 17, 2009, 10:40 PM
part of growing up is self-reflectionWednesday, December 16, 2009, 9:04 PM
looking up
i have just been enlightened by the fact that girls who ACT CUTE get
basically everything they want.
for example,
girl: hi
boy: uh hi?
girl: -acts cute- um, may i have that bottle of ketchup
boy: -mesmerised- OF COURSE! HERE!
SO!
i have decided to master the art of acting cute.
there are three levels:
NOOB-it means you're a total failure and should stick with acting cool
SO-SO-it means you can pull it off sometimes but not all the time
PROFESSIONAL- YOU'RE THE MASTER. EVERYONE FALLS AT YOUR FEET!
i am...A NOOB.
everyone says i am (i quote) "too dao"
WELL I'M GONNA SHOW EVERYONE OUT THERE THAT I CAN ACT CUTE!
I decided theory should come before practical.
so i went to observe the "masters" in action -evil grin
and picked up some stuff up
NUMBER 1: if you have small eyes, you're so screwed. quit trying to be a wannabe act cute and just stay emo you noob. yes, the first and most important part of acting cute is big big big big big eyes:):) no act cute master has small eyes. and even if they do, they have mastered the art of putting on contact lenses (which makes their eyes bigger) or just simply opening them up to the max. if you wear glasses, get half frames or frameless. they wont get in the way of those big cute eyes:)
success rate: 9/10
NUMBER 2: LIP-BITING! never ever ever ever ever bite two parts of your lips. IT'S ALWAYS ONE!!!!!! two=vampire-like=freakshow. one=successful cuteness. that's right, didnt know lip-biting was essential eh??:D it helps to enhance the look of confusion and contemplation:D combine this with those cute big eyes of yours and you have a on-the-way-master!
success rate: 7/10
NUMBER 3: NEVER EVER EVER EVER WALK STRAIGHT! dont you dare look confident you noob. acting cute is all about looking frail and vulnerable. and how do you achieve this with your body?? hunch your back! bring your hands close together!!! if possible, clench your fists and hug them close to your chest in the most demure way. :D
success rate: 7.5/10
NUMBER 4: PURSE YOUR LIPS!!!!!! if biting your lips doesn't get the effect you want, PURSE EM BABY! dont you dare purse the upper lip more than you purse the lower lip. ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS PURSE THE LOWER LIP MORE! but do not purse your lips till they protrude in the most un-cute way. ALWAYS BE CUTE! cute cute cute:D
success rate: 6.5/10
NUMBER 5: CARRY CUTE THINGS!:D OWN CUTE THINGS! :D from your bag to the cute ling ling ling keychains on your phone:D GIGGLE CUTE CUTE CUTE!
success rate: 6/10
AHHHHHHHH
i think ive just upgraded from a noob to a master...
WAIT NO
i have to BE the part if i wanna be a master.
okaaaay,
gotta practice that open-your-big-eyes technique.
that seems to work all the time.
WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR!!??
GO PRACTICE ACTING CUTE TOO:D
ciao!
6:55 AM
OKAYYYYYYYYYYYi miscalculated my day.
i totally forgot i had tuition in the night and that i was gonna go chill with my family for lunch.
so due to the unforeseen circumstances,
i didn't manage to achieve what i wrote below.
SOOOOOOOOO....
i'm putting everything off until another day.
definitely not tomorrow because there's a match.
and OMG
ONE MORE WEEK TO CHRISTTTMAAAAAAAAAAAAASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
SHRIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!
IM BURSTING WITH GLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!
christmas= BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR
omggggggg
omggggggg
omggggggg
i swear i have to get my hmw done by sunday.
THIS sunday
i dont want to celebrate christmas with a weight pressing down on my shoulders.
ARRRRRRRRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
on the other hand...
IT'S TWO MORE WEEKS TO THE START OF A FREAKIN TOUGH JOURNEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
omgggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg
gggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg
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gggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg
wow, how many g's was that.
HAHA.
I AM SO EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Tuesday, December 15, 2009, 5:59 PM
what's a girl gotta do to have fun?
WO WO WO,
it's 10 am,
and i'm up bright and uh early(?):)
because i am being held hostage today at home by the order of the King and Queen of the household,
i plan to achieve many things.
1)ACCOMPLISH AS MUCH AS I CAN FOR MY FREAKIN HOMEWORK
2)paint my toenails. this time with extreme meticulous strokes of the...uh brush. the other time i just couldn't be bothered to get it right. today, that's about to change
3)do 20 situps and 20 crunches, and if i'm not too lazy i'll do an additional 5.
haha:D
4)think of a way to get rid of my stupid pimples.
5)think of a way to stop touching em.
6)think of a way to get that object off my freakin mind so i will be able to concentrate on my work!!!!!!
7)take 3 baths.
8)find the meaning of 10 freakin English words.
9)think of a new hairstyle
10)get started on my christmas cards.
11)listen to all the songs in my IPOD from a-z
12)pack the overflowing books in my study cupboard.
13)think of a way to stop getting distracted!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
14)FIND PICTURES FROM YAHOO/GOOGLE OF MY THREE HUNKY MALE LEADS IN GOSSIP GIRLS AND UPLOAD EM INTO MY PHONE!
15)talk to God:):)
16)think of a way to stop eating the candy floss my mama brought back from Turkey
yeeeaaapp,
that's about it:D
i'll let you know the outcome of it tonight:D
ta hotshots
8:57 AM
Bold what applies to you.001. i miss somebody right now.
002. i watch more tv than i used to.
003. i love olives.
004. i love sleeping.
005. i own lots of books.
006. i wear glasses or contact lenses.
007. i love to play video games.
008. i’ve watched porn movies.
010. i have been in a threesome.(HAHAHAHAHA)
011. i have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
012. i believe honesty is the best policy.
013. i have acne free skin.
014. i like and respect al sharpton.
015. i curse frequently.(i'm trying to change this crude fact though)
016. i’ve changed a lot mentally over the last year.
017. i have a hobby.
018. i’ve been told i have a nice butt.
019. i carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
020. i’m really, really smart.
021. i’ve never broken anyone else’s bones.
022. i have a secret that i am ashamed to reveal.
023. i love rain.(NOT the singer)
024. i’m paranoid at times.
025. i would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
026. i need money right now.
027. i love sushi.
028. i talk really, really fast sometimes.
029. i have fresh breath in the morning.
030. i have semi-long hair.
032. i have at least one brother and/or sister.
033. i was born in a country outside of the u.s.
034. i shave my legs.
035. i have a twin.
037. i couldn’t survive without caller i.d.
038. i like the way that i look.
039. i have lied to a good friend in the past 6 months.
041. i am usually pessimistic.
042. i have mood swings.
043. i think prostitution should be legalized.
044. i think britney spears is pretty.
045. i have cheated on a significant other.
046. i have a hidden talent.
047. i’m always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
048. i think that i’m popular.
049. i am currently single.
050. i have kissed someone of the same sex.
051. i enjoy talking on the phone.
052. i practically live in sweatpants or pj pants.
053. i love to shop.
054. i would rather shop than eat.
055. i would classify myself as ghetto.
056. i’m bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
057. i’m obsessed with my blog.
058. i don’t hate anyone.
059. i’m a pretty good dancer.
060. i’m a horrible dancer.
061. i’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
062. i have a cell phone.
063. i watch muchmusic on a daily basis.
064. i cry myself to sleep sometimes.
065. i have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
067. i have never been in a real relationship before.
068. i’ve rejected someone before.
069. i currently have a crush on someone.
070. i have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
071. i want to have children in the future.
072. i have changed a diaper before.
073. i’ve had the cops called on me before.
074. i bite my nails.
075. i am a member of the tom green fan club.
076. i’m not allergic to anything deadly.
077. i have a lot to learn.
078. i have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger.
079. i plan on seeing ice cube’s newest “friday” movie.
080. i am very shy around the opposite sex.(sometimes)
081. i’m online 24/7, even as an away message.
082. i have at least 5 away messages saved.
083. i have tried alcohol before.
084. i have made a move on a friend’s significant other in the past.
085. i own the “south park” movie.
087. when i was a kid i played “the birds and the bees” with a neighbor or chum.
088. i enjoy country music.
089. i love my best friend(s).
090. i think that pizza hut has the best pizza.
091. i watch soap operas whenever i can.
092. i’m obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist.(depends on what the thing is)
093. i have used my sexuality to advance my career.
094. i love michael jackson, scandals and all.
095. i know all the words to slick rick’s “children’s story”.
096. halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
097. i watch spongebob squarepants and i like it.
098. i have dated a close friend’s ex.
099. i’m happy as of this moment.
100. i have gone scuba diving.
101. i’ve had a crush on someone i’ve never met.
102. i’ve kissed someone i knew i shouldn’t.
103. i play a musical instrument.
104. i strongly dislike math.
105. i’m procrastinating on something right now.(how about EVERYTHING!?)
106. i own and use a library card.
107. i fall in “lust” more than in “love”.
108. cheese enchiladas rock my socks.
109. i think the lord of the rings is one of the greatest things ever.
110. i’m obsessed with the tv show “lost.”
111. i am resentful that i have to grow up.
112. i am an entirely different person around different people.
113. i think the world would be a better place if people just smiled and meant it more often.
114. i think ramen is the best kind of food in the whole world.
115. i am suffering of a broken heart.
116. i am a nerd.
117. no matter where i am or who i’m with, i always seem to be lonely.
118. i am left handed and proud of it.
119. i don’t change who i am for someone else.
120. my heart resides below my feet.
121. i am a senior in high school.
122. i enjoy smoothies.
123. i have gastritis.
124. i have nothing better to do with my time. clearly.
125. i am listening to radiohead right now.
126. most people call me by my middle name.
127. i once stole a music stand.
128. pi confuses me.
129. i love nascar!
130. i own over 200 cds.
131. i work 7 days a week.
132. i have mono.
132. i don’t have the ability to make decisions without changing my mind.
133. people tell me i have a horrible sense of humor.
134. i’m only wearing underwear.
135. i had more than one thanksgiving dinner this year.
136. i’ve driven to a different state to see a band i liked.
137. i am the most over analytical person i know.
138. i believe in wasting time.
139. i don’t listen to too much music.
140. i have a shoe fetish.
141. my favorite holiday isn’t christmas.
142. i prefer weeks off of work instead of days here and there.
143. i love sex.
144. i wanna go home.
145. i don’t know what i would do without my friends.
146. christmas threw up in my dorm room and i love it.
147. friends is (one of) my favorite tv shows.
148. i’m hungry.
149. i’m still angry about the nip/tuck season 2 finale cliffhanger.
150. i’m a potterhead and proud of it!
151. i noticed there are several numbers missing from this list, making this very much not the 151st entry.
152. i lied about one of the items on this list.
153. my siblings are my best friends (one of them).
154. i believe cheese should be its own food group it is soooo good!
155. i have a problem expressing things.
156. i have lost a parent.
157. i am the most deprived person i know on the face of the planet.
158. i have at least one test tomorrow that i am not prepared for yet.
159. i love slim jims! even if they are really bad for you.
160. i am sick and tired of school college.
161. i love sundance.
162. i do not watch television.
163. i love starbucks coffee drinks.
164. i am living at least one lie right now.
165. i love wearing skirts, even if its winter.
166. i’m a techie.
167. i am writing this far, far too late/early.
168. i’m a little crazy.
169. i like the smell of white tic tacs.
170. i know at least one person in a “life or death” crises at this moment.
171. i don’t associate myself with any political parties.
172. i always know all the gossip at my school/workplace/whatever, and nobody ever suspects it.
173. i have thought about suicide.
174. i have no idea what i am going to write for my question.
175. i can be selfish.
176. i’m so emo at times.
177. i can solve a 3x3 rubik’s cube.
178. i think the human race is evil & should be demolished.
179. i cheated on a test before.
180. i am a member of animemusicvideos.org
181. i’m sick of drama.
182. i need a job.
7:22 AM
LOUD
WELL SUPP YALL:D
i am absolutely beat once again.
k, lemme explain.
My mama, who is back from Turkey, totally rang us a million times in the morning to remind us to go down the block, act as her ladies/men-in-waiting and carry her bags up.
it was 8 am mom,
spare us a thought-_-
i totally couldn't go back to sleep.
then it was bball bball bball until 9pm before heading for supper.
it was a rather satisfying day today:)
now if only it would continue on like this.
it is now halfway into december,
and i feel pressurized by the fact that 2010 is freakin drawing nearer.
i am a coward,
and dont wish to face the dreaded O levels.
everytime i think about it,
my heart starts pumping like a mad animal.
i'm so fearful of stress.
i try to avoid it like as much as possible,
but it always seems to find its way back,
like a freakin haunting ghost that wont rest.
I HATE STRESS SO MUCH.
I REALLY REALLY HATE IT.
I've often fantasized about a world without stress.
everyday would be...wow.
sigh.
i really am terrified.
I AM TERRIFIED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
can you feel the worries radiating from my blog into your room?????
HOW CAN I STOP FEELING THIS WAY!???
and though im slowly progressing in my work(like really slowly)
i still hate it.
i hate studying.
I HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
why do i have to absorb knowledge that i'm totally disinterested in?
it's all pretty impractical to me.
sigh.
can someone out there reading this PLEASE tell me how i can force myself to be interested in whatever bullcrap i have to study?
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE I BEG YOU!
SHARE WITH ME SOME TIPS!!!!!!!
OR WHATEVER!
THIS IS A DESPERATE PLEA DUDES!
ANSWER IT ASAP ON MY TAGBOARD OR EMAIL OR MSN OR SMS OR WHATEVER!
JUST PLEASE ANSWER MY QUESTION!!!!!!!!
urgh.
i, Cass M Tan, am beggin you.
that's right,
BEGGING YOU!!!!!!!
hahahahhaa.
but honestly i need to know.
English: how the heck do i broaden my vocab and actually remember the words!?
Amaths: how the heck do i not get bored while practicing the freakin sums.
Emaths: ditto
Physics: how do i not die of boredom or confusion while doing the subject?
Chemistry: ditto
History: How the heck do i maintain all the bullcrap i have memorized in my tiny brian?
Ss: ditto
Pure Geog: how do i force myself to stop regretting the fact that i chose this loser subject instead of comm studies.
Chinese: how do i stop hating my mother tongue???
OMG.
i'm having difficulties in basically everything,
EVEN ENGLISH!
it's so damn darn frustrating.
will someone be a dear and like comfort me with ego-inflating comments?
i would really appreciate that right now,
many thanks.
...
...
...
HAHAHAHAHA IM JUST KIDDING!
sigh.
how do i pull through this hurdle??
i'm already exhausted even though it hasnt even begun!!!!
why do i fall apart so easily when i'm battling the adversary up front???!
YOU SUCK, O'S!
you're a life-ruiner and the cause of the shocking rise in suicide cases.
screw you.
I HATE YOU!
lol,
i'm speaking as if the O's was my jerk ex-boyfriend or something.
hahahaha!
okay. end of post.
cry me a river now.
her heart didn't skip a beat,
it nearly stopped instead,
because he took her breath away.